Chapter Four

Copyright © 1999 Brien Engel


I can't breathe and everything is closing in. They say I have to relax and not to worry and I don't care if they say that I am scared and near death. There is cuts all over my left side too and and fish are swimming in and out of them like the time we discovered maggots in that cooler of Sonny's I am so outraged. Why is not thought of it is so so real and bad and I can't move. They are like that doctor Munger in Wallson but hundreds of doctor Mungers moving things and talking inside me to each other oh god I want to die please may I die.

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